back in time

 the most famous thought in every human mind probably is this. 

now is far…. past is closer and future seems dashingly scary… 

we are some how wired like this. there gurus who tries to teach you to re wire and concentrate on now(s). how successful they are you can see their organizations and their followers. these are pit stops for recharging not destination in itself. you have to self-realize each and everything. 

there is no use repeating arabic to tamil guy in many different forms until she is hears herself. then what she talks would not be understandable for the chinese women. the show goes on and on… words.. going around like wind. 

self realization is a beauty that you come up with yourself. imprints on you arrange themselves and form a code by themselves. it can neither be made understood nor experienced for others. it’s yours. very personal one .

multiverse is nothing but everyone’s experience of life at this point in time. what i fell see think can’t be felt by the anna who is watching me through the window. who can say who is inside the window ? me or him? in what context? how can you expect someone to even understand it fully.

we all are running with utmost 30% concurrent understanding. rest is just a play of permutations and combinations. 

constantly we are buzzed or buzzing with things in our head. result of this you can feel it outside you. if you just give a small change for the buzz and let it be heard you would miss so many things that you had built your life on. 

i did these things and this has made me sit here and write this. first time i started writing was because some girl told i would be good at it… i continued because i found solace in it… sometimes i wanted someone to read it…. after these years i know it is my personal blog.. i don’t want anyone to read it as it might not make sense to them. i should start writing other stories that i was writing. i feel to write using pen and paper… who knows when that might happen!!!

wishes are wishes 

how did one understand modern art? life is such  a big modern art by itself