people stay awake at this time for various reasons, work, travel, studies, love, fight, search and many more...
i am awake now...
what do we all think during the waking hours of time?
have you ever thought what do you think when you are asleep?
during the both waking and sleeping hours there is always one thought that keeps running, have you thought that there could be something like that?
see am always asking question. deepan used to tell stop asking question and listen. but i was taught to ask questions to be an intellectual. un-learning is not my forte i think..
everyone knows the simple reason for all these questions, but they all have their own reasons to not say it aloud or share it even secretly. i dont know how many have told atleast that to themselves.
i have cold and intermittent fever and headaches... back pain has not stopped for days now... my heart aches is never ending, though i accept it, i have to cry it out, but only i know that it is been long since that i have lost my capabilities of crying for myself... who will be ready to hear you cry, not even yourself, but i want to and yet i can't... i sometimes pity myself thinking it...
this is kind of a intermittent thought that keeps coming and going, today since am awake i have ended up thinking about it.. i knew where this was going and still i ended up in the same path to reach here...
after period of time everything becomes either routine or habit...
i met many people, and i have not met many more people, but i daily thank all for making me what ever i am and helping be what i am. it is not just a word that i type here. it is what i feel from my heart, if i have one, who knows that also could be illusion...
for past ten days i was telling myself that i am missing this space, and now am here to admire it and touch it with my fingers...
i have not started a single word of what i want to actually write, but i keep thinking about it, i am afraid that it might end up in mind only, who cares anyway for it...
this what will happen when you too many things running and your are searching for what you are running behind for, unhappiness is not what we are here for, even if that is the reason then i would accept it happily that is the reason for writing this....
i am happily unahppy... are you?
i am awake now...
what do we all think during the waking hours of time?
have you ever thought what do you think when you are asleep?
during the both waking and sleeping hours there is always one thought that keeps running, have you thought that there could be something like that?
see am always asking question. deepan used to tell stop asking question and listen. but i was taught to ask questions to be an intellectual. un-learning is not my forte i think..
everyone knows the simple reason for all these questions, but they all have their own reasons to not say it aloud or share it even secretly. i dont know how many have told atleast that to themselves.
i have cold and intermittent fever and headaches... back pain has not stopped for days now... my heart aches is never ending, though i accept it, i have to cry it out, but only i know that it is been long since that i have lost my capabilities of crying for myself... who will be ready to hear you cry, not even yourself, but i want to and yet i can't... i sometimes pity myself thinking it...
this is kind of a intermittent thought that keeps coming and going, today since am awake i have ended up thinking about it.. i knew where this was going and still i ended up in the same path to reach here...
after period of time everything becomes either routine or habit...
i met many people, and i have not met many more people, but i daily thank all for making me what ever i am and helping be what i am. it is not just a word that i type here. it is what i feel from my heart, if i have one, who knows that also could be illusion...
for past ten days i was telling myself that i am missing this space, and now am here to admire it and touch it with my fingers...
i have not started a single word of what i want to actually write, but i keep thinking about it, i am afraid that it might end up in mind only, who cares anyway for it...
this what will happen when you too many things running and your are searching for what you are running behind for, unhappiness is not what we are here for, even if that is the reason then i would accept it happily that is the reason for writing this....
i am happily unahppy... are you?
