it is about 6 years since i wrote something in this space or any space.
am trying to find out when and why did i write my last post. i vaguely remember it, but i have meant all those words and still feel the same. still i go ahead to write this and more. not because i have something to tell nor someone should know what i have in mind, it is just....
this is exactly the feel because of which i started writing and continued it for a long time, offline and online. let's see how this goes.
Sujatha is a writer who has inspired many, i am one such inspired by him
have been telling a friend of mine to continue writing, let's see if that happens.
this evening while i was driving back to home, my Woody boy was roaming on the road and started running after the car as soon as i called out his name, he ran nearly for about 2 km.
what have i done to deserve that love!
last week of last year was a revelation in many senses and ways. actually every second is a revelation if we are aware of them. usually we miss them. i have missed them mostly.
life is beautiful, kind, gentle, wild, smart, clever and all other adjectives you want to add. life is life once we are ready to live.
somewhere down the line i have found few things which shows that i am in a trap and cycle myself. my cycle is something that i try to escape everytime and have formed my own cycle.
how many have been watching 'dark' series? where is beginning? where is the end?
what is difference between 'business' and 'monopoly'? what are we teaching kids to play? is that even right to teach them such games and expect them to be kind and not be profit minded after they grow up? how can you tell them to be righteous and be selfless? has any parent thought about this?
have you ever been affected by 'conjunctivitis' during winter? did your vision reduce after that? did you see halo around lights after this? is it affecting your driving skills during night?
what will you tell your friend who makes his mind and then tell you are no more worth to be around with?
why should i ask everything as a question?
it is how it is...
beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder...
life happens you live or not...
you don't write shit without meaning, it is words that pour to show your mind...
i like writers who do not use punctuations.might be next one will be without one.
one way communication it is always
we are born, admired, pampered, fed, grown, treated well, shown great things, told wonderful stories, touched rightly before it becomes bad hand's touch, taught truth of life, experienced reality, shattered dreams, burnt fingers, heavenly blessings in disguise, given hope, shown path to walk past everything with or without consciousness, see birth, death, suffering, we pamper, admire, feed... and story continues until there is a point before we stop our breath. between all this there is space, where we see glimpses, we see how we are struck in the cycle, we think about how to escape this, before we are swept off our feet by our cycle and it's speed and overwhelming presence.
waiting to see people who walked out of the cycle and hear their experience how cycle is from outside...
waiting is something we can do or we can break the cycle and try to be the rebel. rebels i have seen have been one sided of the multi-faceted scene. none has given something that is whole. everything and everyone are selfish.
it is not about being pessimistic, but it is how the reality is...
imagine, the things you call as weeds, insects which are harmful for your crops are also living things which are trying to survive. just because you want a better crop, you do not want those around you. if these weeds/insects are bigger, stronger and are able to create humanicides, won't they happily spray on us so they can survive happily ever after! there is a constant fight, there is a constant competition, if you agree or not.
you have to live your life... birth and death we are sure off... now lets not try to be sure off anything else...
the rameswaram temple that i saw couple of days back gave me a question which keeps me thinking hard, how can we say our life is improving if we are not able to build anything close to such temple and create an energy centre like that. how can we say our life is better from past and we are growing, learning from past if we are still fighting for petty issues. how can we not have time for ourselves. how can there be no space for good things. ages back also there was a guy who came kidnapped other person's wife, and there was war or there was brothers who wanted all of the empire so they fought and we still are doing same things. the stories are still repeating and we tell we have evolved to be better humans. we have better life. we are better at things now. how can we say that. i would not be able to say that.
someday we all can agree on this.
someday we all do not see things as good and right, black and white, profit and loss, like and dislike..
someday we all treat each other as we treat ourselves
someday we shall live our life
i start it today with me as one person in that list
someday this count will start to increase
someday is not far away
