it is been years and still memories haunt. people are focused, have aim to achieve something, run again after one acheivement after another, all have something to do, atleast to drink daily in the morning to keep away from all that they want. your focus or unfocus is just to avoid these haunting memories.
I remember what my computer master once told in school, I was not expert in a single thing, I was jack of all games and master of none, so he told that I would fit anywhere to excel but at the same time left alone am just nothing, I will have to just lead a life.
I don't know if he meant his words after analysis. I have a meaning towards those words when I turn back and see my life.
during my travel there was this one person who had 8 kids. he and his wife were from nuclear family. they just taught me one thing, as much as colors in the rainbow there ll be so much different people and all of them ll make Timor interesting, without which life ll be monotonous. I see that my single days has so much colour. if I would have written the same post two hours back it would have been so sleepy, few hours before that too full, few hours before that so hungry for new things, don't know what it would have been few hours after.
that is how life is making me wait with a suspense. whatever it could be I would try to do it fully. at this point though am mixed so much feeling and thoughts, I just would like to thank each and every single energy that has been in one form and is transforming into many other for making my day.
will sleep with just these mixed feelings.
