it is raining here, heavily with wind bringing me the droplets on to my face.
time is 11:30 pm EST.
i have lost sleep for sometime now. my girl has to go to college, but she just slept 3 hours back. i have to wake her. it is going to be a very hard day. we were missing each other so much and at the same time had been stayed in so much distant for so long. it is weird how things are happening around us. new relations that comes with promises, old thoughts that keeps flooding in mind, bitter experiences that is not leaving the memory but all this is overcome by a small gesture with love.
giving has become so much pleasure. all the distance and things that have been between us feels to shrink into the horizon. the warmth that is created is so cozy that you dont feel like letting it go. that is the reason for so much overnight talks. tomorrow is monday, already it is monday in many places, such day-to-day obligations require atleast 3 hours of sleep for keeping brain active and not loose its group.
while she sleeps there without any worries, i am here sitting to wait to wake her up. i know i need not do it. still i am waiting. i am not able to concentrate on anything else.
this is no some stupid love maniac. this is just the awesomeness that you feel and can't put in words.
i was writing something else and for some other purpose, but i opened this page and writing this. you all will not be able to understand it. only one person will understand these words.
i wish i don't disappoint her by disappearing but, who am i to decide, when mother nature is there to take care of everything...
this all does not matter when the chance tells not to worry...
at the same time chance is telling me to runaway from everything as i dont have a chance here...
it is a bit confusing...
still now i have to go wake someone up, so you all break your heads happily...
by the way, as i am finishing this, there some a cat, looks at me and passes me and goes, do you know the significance of this? ;)
